Assalamualaikum and a very good morning to you dear diary and hey its snowing! Woke up, and i heard didi saying that she wants to go early to class today because she wanted to get a few shots outside and i thought maybe because its snowing outside and yea it did! Alhamdulillah.... such a beautiful scenery and a lovely view to wake up to.
Hmm ive got two classess today, and ...im going out in the evening... but i hope i do have time to watch Merlin before i go out hahaha.... that should not be the main thing to do everyday but ... i couldnt help it! Haha
Ohh Balqis came over last night and it was supposedly a study session and it was dont worry, i did not tempt her to watch Merlin or anything last night. She tempted me! haha... but it was only for a while, and then we study, we studied chemistry yesterday, that was so much fun, i miss chemistry,i miss science!! she was trying to indoctrinate k-pop to me, but i said, no... not k-pop... u cant make me! i can like a few songs, but no, u cant spread k-pop to me, aint gonna happen! hehe
but it was really fun, i hope she can come again and we can hang more! and i hope i am a good influence to her haha better set a good example! i must always remember that!
But the thing is dear diary, i learn so much from them...
'them' i meant, the younger people around me.... normally yes, people say you should hang out with someone older or your own age, but ... the thing is, its so much fun to hang out with people who are younger! its not just about the age, i thiink its the spirit, the spirit of youth! you can be as old as 50 but if you have a young spirit, life is as adventurous and mysterious as it always is.
they can teach you things and make you see life in their own way and it is a peculiar thing to be involved in. and in another way, it has that innocence about the things they do. they do it is not because there is a hidden agenda or anything, but its just because they want to and its what they believe in, and its sorta innocent. its like, you dont have to care about what other people think about you, you just do it! this is your life, and you live it the way you want it too... of course we have to consider others as well, im not naive haha, but yeah,if you could balance that, that would be cool.... the point is, you can learn a lot from them and thats why i love to hang with my brothers.... the youngest, he can teach me so many things...he surprises me at times with the things he does and thinks, and my second, he surprises me even more, and he is even more mature than me Sometimes and he likes to think that he is the big brother, cuz he is bigger, but noo... not a chance amir, i am still the big sister! haha... he better remember that!
i guess what they have taught me is that, live life simply, and you would see the wonder around you... they didnt say this to me, but it is what i realized when i hang out with them, i miss them, i really do. May Allah panjangkan our jodoh and i can still meet them when i get back, amin. the things i realize when i hang with people younger than me.
ohh i remember one saying, a good friend of mine always says this, when life gives you lemons, you make lemonades out of em haha, and yup that sort of summarises that you make full use of the things that are given to you in this life, live life to the fullest and if there is a room to make things easy, you take it, dont make life harder haha *this is referring to a shopping incident, i could just easily bring a trolley bag or something because apparently i shopped a lot that day, and i just make life harder by trying to carry it all, but luckily he was there and helped me out haha and even to that, i said no, so.. the moral of the story, when things can be helped out, you let it, as long as not troubling people so much but i think i kinda did, haha so gotta make sure i dont do that again, so yeah, definitely gotta bring a trolley bag haha
Okay, back to youthful spirit, and yeah, my mother for example, she can be so motherly *of course haha, she is the most responsible person ive known, and i know i can count on her for anything, anythinggg alhamdulillah, she knows what to do! but the thing about my mum is, she has such a young spirit! she would try to know the latest thing about the current generation and she would just wana hang with me and my brothers, getting to know the current songs and put it on her phone and she is just so cool that way.
i can see her youth especially if she is around her older sisters, my aunts. she is the youngest of them all and it shows when we all gather. she is just bubbly and jolly in her own way and i couldnt help but smile when i see her that way. May Allah bless her always amin....
so yeah, thats the thing about youthful spirit! it keeps you going! it makes life interesting. you would see that in each things around us, has wonder! if you see that, then you would wana live your life to the fullest and you can find joy in the simplest thing around you, for example... typing on your laptop right now, in the early morning and feeling like a writer trying to finish up her new book haha.... that would so cool though if it were true.... gonna have my own book one day insyaAllah... i have the content in my head, its just i gotta get to work!
ooopss i gotta go! seee yaaa laterr.... salam dear diary..... *let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.....